Reading 'Re-imagining Christianity' by Alan Jones, Episcopal priest and Dean of Grace Cathedral in San Francisco. He tells about how 'the monks who prepared him for the priesthood taught him that the life of faith was like falling in love.' He says, 'the monks told us that three experiences would be ours: pregnancy, suffereing, and communion. These three gave life its dramatic structure.'
Pause a moment.
The images of Mary with her son, the image of Christ on the cross, and the mystery of the holy Trinity. Pregnancy, suffering, communion.
As images and art these are more prevelant in the Anglican, Catholic, and Orthodox flavors of Christianity than they are in the Protestant -- but as realities I think these elements are common not only within all sects of Christianity but within all of the branches of humanity.
On the most basic level each of us each day should be able to see, if we open our eyes wide enough to take notice, that we do indeed experience pregnancy, suffering, and communion. We are, each of us at some point everyday that we are alive, pregnant with hope for something, anything. Whether it be a noble hope, for a world in which peace dominates; or a simple hope, for a kind word or just a smile from a neighbor, even a stranger. We each experience suffering, that is not difficult to admit. We each find ourselves hurt and hurting, and it is more often than not a result of a hope deffered if not shattered. Communion - we desire it, we need it, and, thank God, we receive it. And if that's not the case, if you happen to be the one whom communion has managed to ellude then go to someone, or go to God, or a tree or a lake or a bird or a flower, and extend a hand, an embrace, a look, a compliment. For such an extension results in reception, and that is communion.
How invigorating it is to me that these realities of the human situation - pregnancy, suffering, and communion - are not only represented but fulfilled in the Christian tradition. Or is it the other way around? Or who cares?
Pregnancy, suffering, and communion - what a beautiful combination. It makes me wonder, though, when one is experiencing the pregnancy (not the kind when a woman bears a child), what exactly does one give birth to? No one can be pregnant forever. I suppose we can experience the pregnancy, of course, as a human emotion. I don't think we should forget to give birth to that which we hope for. If we hope for charity, or love, or peace, let us give birth to it. Pregnancy is a gift, of course, but it does not occur in a person out of his/her own will alone. Pregnancy happens when in community with people or, more appropriately, with God.
ReplyDeleteI'm not sure if that makes sense all together. Maybe I make too much of it. But now it is written. Far be it from me to press that horrible "Backspace" key.